And you’re going to deserve
Without reservation the pain
She’s going to strip you down
Till you don’t even know your name
She’s going to rip your heart out
And laugh right in your face
She’s going to introduce you to
The land of darkness with no grace
You don’t even know what a
Succubus is much less what they can do
Matter of fact you won’t know shit at all
When she gets done with you
And you’re volunteering like a motherfucker
You’re like a blind rat after cheese
When she tells you to jump all you ask
Is how high and where please
She’s going to eat your soul
From the inside out
She’s going to murder you
And leave your body to walk about
Smoking from the wreckage
Reeking from the ruin
You have no idea what trail you’re on
No idea what game you are pursuin
But one day she’s going to turn around
And you’re going to be stunned standing there
And then you’re going to sink down to your knees
And slip right into the deepest of deep despair
You have no idea what trail you’re on
No idea what game you’re pursuing
You have no idea at all but you earn your way
Each and every day by what you are doing
This creature is eternal
And dark as the darkest of nights
And you are going to end up hollow
And utterly without a ray of light
Neils
11:14 am
07/31/2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
From the Land of Dark Songs....four
I wish I was more stupid
Than I could have as many friends as you
I wish I was more stupid
Than I'd know just what to do
I'd know when to go along
When to tuck my tail and run
How to hang somebody out
And do it all for fun
I wish I was more stupid
Than I could whisper cheat and lie
I could sleep the sleep of a creep
And do it till the day I die
I wish I didn't have to own up
To what I scheme and plot and plan
Than I wouldn't have to stand on
My own two feet like a full grown man
I wish I was smug and condescending
I wish I was better than everyone else
Than I wouldn't have to consider others
And keep the focus on my small inner self
I wish I was pathetic and weak
I wish I could cover it up with false pride
Everybody knows it's easier for knuckle heads
Who only have to consult the idiot winds
To help them to decide
Neils
11:19 am
06/05/2009
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transcribed this time
1:36 pm
07/12/2009
N....again
Than I could have as many friends as you
I wish I was more stupid
Than I'd know just what to do
I'd know when to go along
When to tuck my tail and run
How to hang somebody out
And do it all for fun
I wish I was more stupid
Than I could whisper cheat and lie
I could sleep the sleep of a creep
And do it till the day I die
I wish I didn't have to own up
To what I scheme and plot and plan
Than I wouldn't have to stand on
My own two feet like a full grown man
I wish I was smug and condescending
I wish I was better than everyone else
Than I wouldn't have to consider others
And keep the focus on my small inner self
I wish I was pathetic and weak
I wish I could cover it up with false pride
Everybody knows it's easier for knuckle heads
Who only have to consult the idiot winds
To help them to decide
Neils
11:19 am
06/05/2009
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transcribed this time
1:36 pm
07/12/2009
N....again
From the Land of Dark Songs.....three
Sacrament
This great emptiness of betrayal
This great ignorance of deliberate loss
This great sell out of individual freedom
And replacement of dull bureaucracy as boss
This brow beating and manuevering
Has replaced viable critical thought
Do we all get to play everything's ok
Unless of course we get caught
How low is too low
But I already know the answer to that
There is no low some won't go
In their distortion of truth honor and facts
I've never seen more self indulgence
Be more self righteous in its proclamations
Like regression moving with obsession
Can create anything
But cult like worship
In the church of self justification
Neils
3:34 pm
06/04/2009
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transcribed this time
1:30 pm
07/12/2009
N.....again
This great emptiness of betrayal
This great ignorance of deliberate loss
This great sell out of individual freedom
And replacement of dull bureaucracy as boss
This brow beating and manuevering
Has replaced viable critical thought
Do we all get to play everything's ok
Unless of course we get caught
How low is too low
But I already know the answer to that
There is no low some won't go
In their distortion of truth honor and facts
I've never seen more self indulgence
Be more self righteous in its proclamations
Like regression moving with obsession
Can create anything
But cult like worship
In the church of self justification
Neils
3:34 pm
06/04/2009
*
transcribed this time
1:30 pm
07/12/2009
N.....again
From the Land of Dark Songs......two
In the Land of Special Priviliges
In the land of special priviliges
I ask for none
I rise each day
And greet the morning sun
With my integrity intact
With my word still ringing true
Who are these people
That want to tell me about you
Like we're all supposed to
Divide and choose sides
I don't get it
Who is it that decides
What is valuable
What determines worth
But I guess that's the question
Ever since man has walked the earth
What part plays the heart
In all we say or are told
What brings us closer
To the whole of the soul
I'm not the one who left you
And tarnished hearth and home
I'm notthe one who abandoned
The truth to stand alone
I never sold out friendship
I never made that back room deal
I never spoke of honest earnings
And then took what I could steal
Neils
9:33 am
06/03/2009
*
transcribed this time
1:25 PM
07/12/2009
N.....again
In the land of special priviliges
I ask for none
I rise each day
And greet the morning sun
With my integrity intact
With my word still ringing true
Who are these people
That want to tell me about you
Like we're all supposed to
Divide and choose sides
I don't get it
Who is it that decides
What is valuable
What determines worth
But I guess that's the question
Ever since man has walked the earth
What part plays the heart
In all we say or are told
What brings us closer
To the whole of the soul
I'm not the one who left you
And tarnished hearth and home
I'm notthe one who abandoned
The truth to stand alone
I never sold out friendship
I never made that back room deal
I never spoke of honest earnings
And then took what I could steal
Neils
9:33 am
06/03/2009
*
transcribed this time
1:25 PM
07/12/2009
N.....again
From the Land of Dark Songs.....one
First You Have To Learn
To rip out each others guts
To scratch out each others eyes
To swear to tell the truth
And then start right in with lies
No mercy is the rule
No compassion is the way
Live in fear of being a fool
And then insist on what you say
Not having to be a part of
Anything to do with being fair
What is the cost of a love
That will not endeavor to dare
To live up to any standard
To measure up to any bar
Except to ignore the simplicity
That
What we do is what we are
Neils
10:00 pm
05/29/2009
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transcribed this time
1:20 pm
07/12/2009
N.....again
To rip out each others guts
To scratch out each others eyes
To swear to tell the truth
And then start right in with lies
No mercy is the rule
No compassion is the way
Live in fear of being a fool
And then insist on what you say
Not having to be a part of
Anything to do with being fair
What is the cost of a love
That will not endeavor to dare
To live up to any standard
To measure up to any bar
Except to ignore the simplicity
That
What we do is what we are
Neils
10:00 pm
05/29/2009
*
transcribed this time
1:20 pm
07/12/2009
N.....again
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